Friday, October 14, 2005

Peace of mind/ last ditch effort

While it makes no sense to beat myself up for discontinuing internal exams (because it may have bought us more time), I want to a little. But if I had to do it again, I don't think I'd change that.

To satisfy within myself that I have done everything I possibly can, I'll be seeing a chiropractor who also does accupunture/pressure. She has had success with turning babies. Honestly, it is a bit late in the game to expect success, but I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't try. I'm trying not to get my hopes up but also don't want to damper the power of positive thinking :) No matter what, I'm still working on my very extensive Caesarean birth plan.